(bee)keystyle 1 ; phantom wealth

another worth , worth what? this sucksess is so harassed, by the money you could save from gieko..Minipulate what you should be hung for, say high to a culture of a trade, pass it by to chase what grows in your back yard. call your childrean to the table feed them poisen, teach them to enjoy the taste of plastic, imbrace the fungis, radiate the life that was created for you. panic win the magic number spins. wash and repeat. plant the bean it will grow, run to the top, find the shine, feel the accomplishment of the greatest pyramid skeem. look down at the nonbelievers,,,,"just plant it and it will grow!, stupid people i was once like you" use you,..

another worth, worth what? this life was such a fight, by the sword no need for words, I made it all up, how was i suppose to see that all i was taught was from those that were taught to be what i am now,. and i can't see before me and what will be will be after me. they will make it worse they don't understand, but i am out of touch,..i feel too high up here, a disconnect other than my airplane fed food for thought, dissect the current understand infinate, so impossible, i'm cut at heavens laith. perpetuating confussion and fighting the easy love.

(bun) lady of leisure

so today is my two-week anniversary of being Laid Off. lets just say that i have a new empathy for people who drink to numb the pain. thankfully, the industry network of peeps that i had no clue that i had kicked into gear and there have been plenty flashes of hope since then. and then today. i went to a job fair with a fellow Unemployed and i couldn't believe that i actually put on heels for that complete Waste of Time. we first bee-lined for the bar (turned out, not even any free drinks!), we got the 'You look like confident young women' pitch from what turned out to a Mary Kay lady. no offense, MKL, but saying you're in the 'healthcare' field, only to bust out your card (AFTER we both gave her resumes printed on the good stuff) with MK on it, makes me think you're a shady Liar and i hope you never call me. unless free starbucks is involved.

also, with V-Day being this weekend, i wanted to share with everyone one of the best v-day gifts i've ever received:

my love's meat heart. :) as an avid carnivore, this was just the sweetest thing i'd ever seen. we lived in the Heights at the time and had the most romantical dinner feasting on the meat heart. it was divine. who knows what i'm in for this year (will post my v-day gift to Bee later).